Wednesday, May 23, 2007
I crying inside my heart.
And i know the reason y.
I can't helped it.I too sad to control
I cannot even cry out now. as it more than just this.
Jim Kevin
Shaggy
3:56 PM
Monday, May 21, 2007
Its a new day for me.
Faced it like a man.
Be a man.hahaha.
Wish me luck guys.
Looking forward for a better life.
Woken Shaggy
Shaggy
1:53 PM
Shaggy Learned
One of the worst day in my life.
Learning the truth is never a easy thing to be.
Sleepless nights and broken heart.
A thin fine line.
Till today, shaggy still think he make the right choice, but trying everyday to live
with the choice he make.
Never to believe what he always believe in.
It just broke, broke in million pieces.
I don't hate her, but just hated myself for not be able to be the only man in her life.
I told myself, not to feel sad about it.
And will going to make it happened.
To live my day meaningful again.
Wish me all the best in searching the better half in my life.
Heartbroken
Shaggy
Shaggy
4:53 AM
Friday, May 18, 2007
What a busy day....
Reports,emails,relocating,prints,ideas.
Shit, so much to do for the day.
Stress out man.
Slept only 2 hours last night.
Same shit again today.
Shagged Shaggy
Shaggy
5:07 PM
Thursday, May 17, 2007
One thing i had learned and finally realised.
A person worth is not the amount money he or she has.
Not even how great the look is.
But a person with Pride and Dignity is someone that me or even everyone will respect.
What kind of a person who had non of these? Who can be brought or blinded by money or look.
I meet someone and know some of these people around me.
Trying to let them understand the real meaning of life.
Hope they will learned one day.
All the best to everyone around me.
I'm not better, but will do my best in everyday of my life to make it meaningful
Show you guys a stupid photo of me.
Shaggy
11:32 AM
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Kingdom of Morocco
That where i going to be.
Somewhere i'm been wishing to go for years.
I'm going to make it happened.
This Dec, i be on the jet plane.
See you guys there in Dec.
Shaggy
Shaggy
11:24 AM
Monday, May 14, 2007
Wore a floral shirt today.
Thought it might make my mood better.
It seem like there is no different.
Tired.
had dinner with my family yesterday at Da dong down at Smith Street.
Grandma ask me a question.....where is my PENG U...
Gave her the same stupid answer, which one.
Hahaha, like i had a lot. But none to bring out.
Got some shits form her.
Was upsad for another reason, but is it really needed?
Y must it turn out in this way.
I still think i had make the right choice of leaving her, but i just want a nice closure.
Anything wrong with that?
Is there something like this?
Shaggy
Shaggy
7:22 PM
Saturday, May 12, 2007
1st time in my life that i really feel like writing down.
It a day which i will remember.
Being thinking about giving is more than taking?
What do you mean by that, have i been always taking or giving?
I ask myself this question today.
And my answer is taking and giving.
How can this be an answer?
So i would guess this is human weakest spot. the best of both world.
Everyone always wan the balance of everything.
Shaggy was told by BEBE, he changed, to someone she do not recognize.
Did i changed? or is just because I'm a miserable person.
Am i true to myself?
Am i still lying to myself or telling myself the truth?
I think, the truth is always something that is very hard to face.
Shaggy
Shaggy
9:12 PM
For all that can understand the idea of betrayal.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3jiwk73SMUs
A scattered shaggy day for me.
Shaggy
6:02 PM
Thursday, May 10, 2007
It been ongoing for months,think is about 3 months.
I'm so tired about all these.We had finally decided to end the whole relationship on the 08/05/07.
Its sure a sad thing to happened but it happened anyway.
I had to lied about what is not true.Y is so?
Shaggy is so heartbroken....the invincible shaggy, finally fallen.
Scattered in to pieces.
Never to believe again.
Shaggy
10:57 AM