Thursday, June 14, 2007
Went drinking with Cherry, Alvin, Sean and Ah Gu last night.
Had only 2 beers, just 2. Was surprised too.But its good, had been telling myself, drinking does not help. I want to live with a life where i do not drink to solve my problems, I drink for the enjoyment.
Saw mirror of myself last night.Realising the things i had done and the way i talk and act.
Smile at it and tell myself. Life get better, everyday. Things around you to help you pull through.
Nothing is impossible. always smile and believe you can do it.
Had some advice from Sean, telling me to let go and move on.
Funny thing is, its doesn't seem to affect me at all.
not because I'm stubborn, is i had already let go, the though that make me sad.
But embrace something new in life, the though of being happy everyday.
Now helping my Sis to get back on her feet with the rest in the family.
My job as a eldest brother, that's what i should do, do guide her and advise her. to support her and teach her. To be there for her when no one else is.
I believe i can do it for her and i think she can do it herself too.
JY, u can do it, I'm always here for you, as a friend and also a brother.
Cheers
Kevin
Shaggy
11:16 AM
